You can't handle me.

(i am not sure if this is the end of my break, we'll see)

Goodbye Blues.

Holy mother of Hush. It is so good.

Make sure you have your headphones on when listening to this for the first time. They take you to this whole other world. I’ve always loved their piano rock. But it’s just really something else. It’s hypnotizing. I’ll be singing the lyrics for weeks, watch out friends of mine! I bring the hush! I’ve been excited for this set of songs since I heard Medicine Man by coincidence while lurking MySpace.

 

I love that the first three songs are so energetic and then Hurricane comes in and BAM! you have a whole change of emotion. Then you get an energetic one sung by Bob and then intermission. How awesome is it that they put an intermission in their album? And it fits perfectly. If I’d be forced to pick favorites they’d be “Medicine Man” and “Love you much better”. But I don’t’ want to play favorites, because they all rule.

So in conclusion, I am kidnapping Bob Morris, and I’m marrying Greta’s skills. KTHXBAI

No I can’t just shut my mouth. I have to say something more.

 

I feel like The Hush Sound kids have found home. They’ve found their sound, the place where they are the most comfortable with what they’re doing. It’s amazing, and I am so happy for them, good music is hard to compose. Usually on a record there’s a song that’s a bit off, the black sheep, on this one there isn’t. They all fit perfectly with each other. I’ve never fully realized how magical Bob and Greta’s voices sound together. It’s a fairytale, come along for the ride! I have a fuzzy feeling in my tummy that says this album will help me survive a hell of a lot of Math classes.

 

Earlier today I listened to Pretty. Odd. And choosing a favorite child is rather easy for me, it’s Goodbye blues. Panic guys? Call me when you back to irony such as a virgin claiming he’s the best fuck. That’s what I loved about you guys.

I have decided to take a break from you guys.
I have to if I want to keep my sanity going for a little while longer.
I don't have my camera, it broke. I've been trying to get back into the blogging scene I used to be so into. Instead I got hated and disliked even more for no reason.
That wasn't my intention. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings.

These last few days have been crappy. But today was one of my best.

So. I'll be lurking, might comment here and there. But bulletins, journals, videos, polls or photos you won't see from me in a while.

I'll be seeing ya, in all the old familiar places.
-Billie Holiday.


I might be bitter, I feel like I should be in New York right now. But you know c'est la vie. Can't have everything.

I feel self destructive.
Like nothing I do is right.
Feel like my friends are too busy having fun without me to realize how miserable my words are.
Feel like I'm not taken seriously.
Feel like going outside and walking barefoot in the snow so I get sick and have a reason not to go outside.
I want to disappear.

Feeling extremly bitter.
Some kind of mix of boiled up emotions surfacing as it is close to 2AM on a Sunday night.

Don't worry about me I'll be fine in the morning.

What the hell has this site become?!

 

As one of the founders of the Buzz Brigade I regret to inform you that I am ashamed of the behavior that some of you are giving. Yes, including admins of groups.

Why are we aiming for forum domination?! Why do you want to rule this site so badly?! I never hear people talk equality! I always hear “yah let’s beat ‘em from the top spots!!!!”. I came up with an idea to do something about the buzzmakers, yes. I didn’t want to throw them out of the site! I wanted equal stuff for both buzzmakers and “normal users”!!! WHY THE HELL do you find the need to get better things than them? You’re not better than them. Calling them myspace whores is also a violation of terms of use.

What if I would die my hair pink? WOULD YOU HATE ME THEN?!?!?!?!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?! They’re still people just like you!!! You’re not supposed to treat them badly and call them names because they’ve made names for themselves on the freaking internet. Because you know what? It’s just that, it’s the internet. And it’s freaking sad to see grown up people talk smack about 20-something-year-old’s that do modeling. It’s sad. Why do you want that pink star? It’s a pink star! IT DOESN’T MEAN SHIT! IT DOESN’T MAKE YOU A BETTER PERSON, IT DOESN’T HAVE THE MAGICAL POWER OF GIVING YOU AWESOME TALENTS. IT’S NOT A DIET PILL. IT WILL NOT HAVE ANY EFFECT ON YOU WHATSOEVER EXCEPT YOU’LL GET A LOT OF FRIEND REQUESTS ON A WEBSITE.

Do you know how much it saddens me seeing people begging and pleading for this shit?!! It sure as hell didn’t change me. It’s a freaking pink badge that will follow you everywhere. If it has changed anyone in any way, that’s insane. Hell, I DON’T WANT MINE ANYMORE!!!! You can have mine! We could cut it into little e-badge pieces and you could share it!!!! If it makes people hate me, if it makes my word about this issue less reliable, I want out. Because you know what? A freaking pinks star is not worth all the drama!

Props to Audrey, Jeffree, Hannah, Raquel and all of you for getting all this shit and tolerating it. It’s not worth it. All the people I mentioned are people too. They just happen to have pretty colored hair and a thing called life. And you know what? YOU CAN’T BUY THAT AT A SUPERMARKET!!! Hayley Williams, a really extraordinary young lady also has brightly colored hair? Does that make her less awesome or all of you? No you think she’s cool. WHAT THE HELL. Is it that they’re skinnier than you? Is it that they all look good in stilettos and can actually walk in them? Is it that they get more attention on the freaking internet? Oh! That’s just it, isn’t it?

It’s the Internet for crying out loud! It’s the only place on earth I’m popular, do you realize how fucked up that is?! I think that some of you, if not many are afraid of living in the real world. But you know what; I do realize people hate me in the real world. I realize I’ve never been kissed and never had a boyfriend. I know all these things, they’re true and I don’t try to deny them. It’s great if you like my photography, that’s awesome, but don’t add me because of that pink badge, that’s stupid. Don’t kiss my ass because I have that pink badge, I’ll dislike you even more.

If you’re gonna write something on the internet, be sure you’d have the balls to say it out-loud to someone’s face. If you wouldn’t, THEN DON’T’ TYPE IT!!!!!

This is supposed to be a community, and as much as I love all of you, users, admins and owners, you’ve all treated me kindly, this has to stop!

 

There’s three categories on Buzznet.

 

Buzzmakers (Pink hair and no pink hair)

Admins

Common users [Fandom or intellectual]

 

The intellectual seem to kiss ass to the no pink hair buzzmakers to seem more credible.

The fandom ones seem to kiss ass to the pink hair buzzmakers to seem more credible.

The admins pull all of us together. 

THE DRAMA HAS TO STOP OR THIS SITE IS GOING TO EXPLODE

This is a website. It should not have drama, it should not have politics, it should not have hating. It’s supposed to be people from all parts of the world coming together and getting to know one and other.

Yes, I know, I’ve judged the buzzmakers. I don’t care, I am allowed to change my mind. And  I think that the Buzz Brigade and all such groups should shut their fucking mouth, sit down and really think about what the hell they’re doing! They’re complaining about petty little things on a web community. Things that won’t touch their lives in any way. At worst they’ll get more attention than you.

I hereby resign as an admin of the Buzz Brigade, I don’t approve of your behavior anymore. It’s taken way, WAY too seriously. I also do not want my name on any “equality” groups on buzznet such as the spam busters. HOW DO YOU WANT MARK OR BREE WHO YOU LOVE OH SO MUCH TO GET PAID!?!?!?!?!?!  They have to have some income to do what they do.

I just can’t handle all the drama anymore! Go out, talk to your mom, or your dad or whoever. Do something about the sexual abuse hidden in your family. Do something about child molestation in Asia or whatever. GO OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD AND FACE REALITY. Because if someone in your family is being abused and you’re sitting on your ass worrying about what the hell Jeffree Star says and does? YOU ARE OFFICIALLY AN EPIC POOL OF FUCKING FAIL…

Oh and admins? If you care so much about your users and want to change who gets buzzmaker? You better think well before you choose them! Goddamn it.

 

GOOD NIGHT AND GOOD LUCK FACING YOUR WORLD.

When the "drama free" people start the drama.

The ones who want to get rid of Audrey Kitching, the people who are "spam busters" or "Buzz Brigaders".
When you guys intentionally start drama on a thread you didn't even have to enter that bugs the hell out of me. As an admin and a founder of the Buzz Brigade my idea of it was equality between the buzzmakers and the regular users. I see that won't happen. Not as long as you guys, our buzz brigaders, the supposed "do-gooders" are always coming up with drama! Drama here, drama there. I can tell you Mark has enough on his hands without worthless drama to deal with. I won't be surprised if the poor man has a nervous break down soon.

I love you guys, you know I do.. it's just that I can't stand the drama that you guys start! It's everywhere you go! I know some of it is standing up for your friends, but sometimes those friends start the drama! Why can't you just leave it alone!? Why don't you just let Ross read through all his comments of emo-ness and emo-hating and just leave it the fuck alone?! IT'S NOT THAT HARD.

It's the internet, we all say stupid things sometimes.. and it's just overwhelming these days! Most of you are supposed to be mature adults! And the thing is, you're the ones who dont' say anything to get suspended, you just push people off the edge. Yes, I've done that in the past but I've had it! It's enough of all this freaking e-drama. GTFO and PLEASE go do something productive!!

H8erade.

 

I feel like some of the people are starting to overdose on the haterade, and it’s starting to show in the behavior of some people here.

 

At the same time as I support the Buzz Brigade and all that I want to say something.

 

You can’t really judge the “scene queens”. I also have that little pink badge by my name, why aren’t you all calling me a bitch? Jeffree Star and Audrey and Hanna are all human beings like you are. I actually don’t know any of them personally so I feel like I can’t judge them. Yeah ok, sometimes I don’t like their attitude, but in a way I can relate because you can be ANYTHING you want to be on here, regardless of who you really are. I’m a bitch. Let’s just throw that out there. I can be a complete, total and utter BITCH if I want to. I’m a 15 year old catty girl. I’m not that nice to people I don’t like. I’m grumpy, I talk smack to people, I yell at people, I’m violent, I get angry, I get pissed off. I’m human! No one’s perfect, not me, not Jeffree Star, not Mark, not Bree not anyone.

 

I’m a buzzmaker. That makes me Jeffree Star’s equal on this page. In a way I feel like I have more than he does because I’m an OG too. But you know that’s a status on a website. That doesn’t really mean anything, or at least it shouldn’t. Yes, at times I really dislike where this site is going, but you know I can’t really do anything about it. I’ll try, sure, and if it pays off, that’s awesome, if not that’s life.

 

I’m starting to think that this scene battle is going to go on forever until either the buzzmakers get deleted, all the anti-scenesters get deleted or until buzznet just shuts down. I’m starting to think that now it’s just a cry out for attention, which I don’t want it to be. I want the people who try to change buzznet really truly want to change it because they don’t like where it’s heading, not because they hold a grudge against Jeffree Star, Audrey Kitching or anyone else. You know.. it’ll always be like this, no matter where you go. There’s always people with the holier-than-thou attitude, there’s always the anarchists, there are the highly-political people, the people who really don’t give a shit, there are the obsessors and a bunch of other stereotypes. That’s the world is, it’s a big, huge STEREOTYPE.

 

So THINK before you take this whole changing the world thing any further.

Stop pretending to know you don’t know anything about. Stop pretending you want to change things, stop pretending you are someone you’re not, stop spending so much time tangled in some e-drama. Go live life. Go have fun. For serious.

The endless self promotion that takes place behind closed door from these so-called anti-scenesters is obnoxiouso and really makes me think this is all hypocricy and you all just want that little badge. WHY?! It's a badge. I have it, I still feel like no one really cares. And you know what? THAT'S OK! You don't have to be loved by EVERYONE. Not EVERYONE needs to know your name. Go out and get friends in the real life. They might turn out to be there for you forever. This thing here, is everchanging.

Thank you!

Has been sentanced to a 5 year probation because he was involved in some murder charge..
A word of advice to all the people going "OMG NOOOOOOOOOOO P00R RONNIIIIIIIIIEEEEEE <333<3"

SHUT. THE FUCK. UP!

One. The man is an alocholic and a drug addict that hasn't even been bothered to pull himself up again. Why the hell does he deserve your pity?
Two. He was involved in a murder! Does that not say anything at all to you? He was involved in the death of another human being. That's a mans lifetime. That's so big I can't even try to put it into words! That's a fucking huge deal people! Let's speak hypothetically for a bit. Let's say the person he killed was your.. brother.. or sister.. Even if you were a fan of the guy or not you'd want to kill him too. It's a human being. He has a family, friends, cousins, people who love him! What the hell are you doing feeling sorry for the friend of the idiot who shot the guy!?? Honestly! Don't they teach you anything anymore?
Three! Why do you listen to Escape the Fate in the first place??? They're a 5th class EMO band! They sound exactly like everything else out there that's "big" right now. And the reason I use quotes is that they haven't even made it outside of the fucking internet yet!

People. The man fucked up his chance of ever getting success in life. Ok he's in this band. That sounds like everything else to begin with. Screws that up by going and being involved in a murder! WHAT. THE. HELL! DUDE?!?!? I would seriously give half my life to have a successful band and that's how you say thanks to the world? HONESTLY!

Grow up Ronnie Radke. And get out of my face.

Thank you, very much.

Myspace pages owned by me do no longer exist.

Don't listen to anything any motherfucking idiot says about me, about you or about anybody else under my name.

GOODBYE MYSPACE
I SHALL NOW AVOID YOUR CREEPS FOREVER

So.
Appearently, the fact that I'm 15, "a whore" I only write about myself and stand up for myself are good enough reasons to pry my personal myspace and send douchebag messages to my friends.

My myspace is www.myspace.com/thehulda if someone with the same screen name and same photo but the url "myspace.com/299576585" starts giving you shit, just know that's not me.

I feel deeply hurt and my personal space has been seriously invaded. I made that myspace account for my friends, my classmates.

This morning Melissa thought I hated her. I even got a message FROM MYSELF saying "I had sex with Bergrún"

From this moment on I will not be responding to personal messages or notes if they're not from personal friends of mine. If I want to be friends I'll spark up a conversation on my own terms.

I really don't know what the hell happened. I didn't go on myspace at all today, I was busy focusing on my real life. (I ACTUALLY HAVE ONE!)

I have no idea what I can do about this and I feel like just jumping on the walls and just scream my lungs out. But to the motherfucker who did this to me I'll let you know. You are a pathetic little piece of man. I do not use my age as an excuse
OH AND SHOW YOUR FUCKING FACE!!!!


Happy New Year! My god mine started off so good *sarcasm*

So.. Happy Holidays y'all (I'm politically correct)!

Hope you have a good one!

So.. I got this.. rather rude Myspace message the other day..  I won't go any further but I was told that I.. well I got it as that I should write less about myself.. and less music lists.

Well so ok. I was wondering.. I'm not Perez Hilton.. so I can't write about celebs. I don't write kickass reviews so.. Mark pwns me at that.. Bree is the pop culture queen and poxline's more into gossip than I am.
So.. I'm really just a 15 year old Icelandic chick hoping to have a future..
So.. 'scuse me sir? But what the hell am I supposed to blog about if it ain't me? ( the lists are for fun, don't take all this too seriously)

Oh! And the Buzznet friends backing me up thing? I don't ask them to. I rarely find out about those things until the morning after. You see, there's this thing called.. well the UNIVERSE and the rest of us happen to live there, you're free to drop by if you want, but I'm sure we'll kick you back to internet land where you belong, kay? Kay.

Go get laid now and leave me alone.



Ah. Nice to vent.

I'm off to deleting my Myspace account.

I got tagged by Stewieismyhomeboy and just happens I'm really bored So..

15. 1000 Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Oh how I wish I had written that piano melody.

14. C-C-C-Cinnamon Lips Ok Go
"c-c-c-cinnamon lips and candy kisses on my tongue" Yes, I'm lovesick these days, don't hold it against me.

13. Let The Flames Begin - Paramore
It's such a powerful, independant song. You gotta love it.

12. Disarm - Smashing  Pumpkins
I love old-school SP. They was something so mysterious about those melodies.

11. Just Like Heaven - The Cure.
Robert Smith has written some of the best love songs of all time. And they're all to the same woman. How wonderful is that? And they met when they were 14. It's just the sweetest thing.

10. Complainte De La Butte - Rufus Wainwright
Oh Moulin Rouge how I love thee.

9. Pistol Grip Pump - Rage Against The Machine.
I can't stop listening to this song. I can't. It's addictive.

8. I Want You To Want Me - Cheap Trick
One of my all-time favorite movies is 10 things I hate about you. It's just.. it's a good Chick flick. And it's not all clichéd. Everytime I hear this I just want to scream "I WANT YOU TO WANT ME, I NEED YOU TO NEED ME"

7. Brass Monkey - Beastie Boys
Gah. Best. Song. Ever!

6. Dark Blue - Jack's Mannequin.
The most uplifting melody mixed with just the right ammount of depressing lyrics.

5. Change - Tracy Chapman
"If you knew that you would die today, you saw the face of god and love, would you change?"
Yeah, think bout that!

4. Untitled #1 - Sigur Rós
Ah, Sigur Ros how I love thee. The best chill music on the face of this earth.

3. For Reasons Unknown - The Killers
This song.. wow the first time I heard it I didnt' know what to think. But it's so different and so catchy. You gotta love the Killers

2. Technologic - Daft Punk
Oh god I love this song. First off there is no chance in hell you can memorize the lyrics. Second, it's a beat, vocals and just a whole lot of fun.

1. Heart Of Glass - Blondie
I've been listening to 80's music recently, as weird as that sounds. And Blondie just pwn. Debbie Harry FOR THE WIN!

MY XMAS WISHLIST!

Haha I know I'm not getting any of this. So I might as well have fun with it!
Buut let's just say..hypothetically you do decide to give me something for christmas.. I want you to know.. that I hate tight clothes so I'm a medium and if it says that "they fit snug" buy a large. Muhahaha!
Hey! I didn't ask for anything last year!

Let's start with the really good stuff
Johnny Cupcakes!


Now for.. Clandestine Industriiies!



Fueled By Ramen Webstore






Karmaloop.com



Glamour Kills


Loser Kids




Threadless


I Saved Laurence



KidRobot





Lazy Oaf




If you give me any of this you are either an angel or have money to spend.

If you've ever spent any ammount of time talking to me I think you all know what my dream is.
I want to be a respected musician. I want to make a difference through my art and my talents.

It's a surreal dream, I know. But I'm strong, opinionated and I know I could do it if I got the chance. But I am sick and tired of people telling me I can't. Because I know I can.

But now I have to make a choice. I'm at that age that now I have to choose what school to go to and what I want to study. And I feel like I'm being pulled back and forth. I have no idea what to do. People keep telling me this and that and I just can't listen to it anymore. I can't handle any more of you can't.

Also into this comes the subject that I've always been a target for insults. Why? Because I dare state my opinion. I've always been the odd one out when it comes to that. And I stand up for my friends, I always do. However I always feel that I give more than I recieve. People don't stand up for me if someone's giving me crap. The reason they give me " you can handle it" Well what if I fucking can't?? What if I can't handle people giving me shit 24/7? What if I can't handle being the only one who dares speak? The fact is that this is the only thing I can't.
I know I can take photos and I know I can sing and write music. But I can't be alone in a battle. That can kill anyone. and I'm not immortal.

And I don't make sense
so excuse me for stopping here.

Goodbye.
Hulda

I got tagged by Michael

Novembers here and Christmas is just around the courner so:
What are your Top 5 Christmas Movie

Rules of the Game:
List your Top five Christmas Themed Movies
The Ask 5 People to do the same
Try not to ask anyone who's alreadyy been tagged

Number 5:

The Polar Express:
Magical train takes riders north.


Number 4:
Home Alone

Accidentally abandoned kid defends home from holiday burglars.
Yes, ok Macaulay Culkin is fucked up nowadays. But he had his run. I remember rolling on the ground with laughter from these movies.

Number 3!
The Nightmare Before Christmas

No, I'm not one of those who "omg absolutely luuuurv" this movie. But it's good. We all dream of living like Jack and Sally, right?

2!
I'll be home for Christmas.

Hahah! Oh my god! I remember having the biggest crush on Jonathan Taylor Thomas! Haha! Wow. I have to watch this again sometime soon.

Numero uno!!!!

The Muppet Christmas Carol.


This movie is aired every christmas-eve-day here in Iceland. And my brother and I have always watched it. And we always have fun. My brother is now 18. He still watches it with me.
I grew up with this movie. It's teh awesome.

I taaaag!
Bree! Funks! Bergrún! Melissa! aaaaaand SEB!

Yeah ok.. Hi.
My name is Hulda Hólmkelsdóttir (Correct responce to this is "Hi Hulda").
I'm a 15 year old teenage girl from Iceland. (No I don't live in a snowhouse, I'm not an eskimo and it's not freezing all year round)
Well Iceland is a little island in the north-Atlantic ocean. It's about the size of Ireland. Well my native language is Icelandic so please excuse all typos. Although I do think I'm pretty smooth at English.

So this is my post for Big on Buzznet.
Ok. Why should you let a little crazy 15 year old get a buzznet phone? Well I don't know myself so I'll just show you what I do.

Well I take photos. I'm an amateur photographer and I'm in the middle of a project I call 365 madness. I take a self-portrait every day for a year. It's pretty challenging, I have to constantly find new ideas. But it's so much fun. So to give you an example. Here are my favorite photos.

365 photos. (some taken by Bergrún )













Some of my other adventures.



















So yeah..
Well I sing.
I can act like a fool
I have friends who act like fools

But I can most of all I like to open my mouth and voice my opinion.

I can rant
I can rant a little more.
I've found myself
I started this
I dislike groupies
I don't like panic! At the Disco
I like to shake things up
I care.
I like music history.

So.. pick me if you like. It's cool if you don't.

I'm doing this for fun. I won't have a hissy fit if I don't win! But this was fun!

Yes.
I decided to be a bit positive today :) Ah a great band. A great band has talent. It knows good music and it has something different. I get tired of hearing poser bands covering classics instead of making their own stuff.
So here are my 10 ultimate bands of all time.

10. Old School Smashing Pumpkins.
I have expresseed my opinions of ZeitGeist more than once, I thought it was horrible. So the fun-loving good old fashion Smashing Pumpkins that not only included Billy and Jimmy but James and D'Arcy too are my choice.


9. U2.
The Joshua Tree was such a revolutionary album you can't even try to deny it. And they're Irish! You can't beat that!


8. Nirvana
Let's face it. Grunge changed the world. Without grunge hair metal might still be ruling the world and George Michael might still be popular. And where do you think EMO comes from?! No one was or has ever been as miserable as the late Kurt Cobain was. He truely suffered for his art.


7. The Cure.
Ah. The pure genius that is Robert Smith and his ever-changing lineup of bandmembers, how we adore thee. Seriously. Friday I'm in Love and Just Like Heaven? classics. Not to mention the hidden gems!


6. Iron Maiden.
Yes, let's run to the hills and play with madness, shall we? And the number of the beast is not to be forgotten either! These guys just won't stop, will they? How old are they now?!


5. The Smiths.
The beautiful lyrics Morrissey wrote in his misery. You might think MCR would have taken from him? Oh no wait! They did! He's just like the ever-lasting teenager isn't he? Always moody, broody and amazing.


4. Misfits.
Yes, I like the Misfits more than I like the Ramones. Much more hardcore, don't you think? I mean The Ramones only had alcoholism and drug addiction. The Misfits had all that and they looked like Zombies half the time! Hah!


3. Queen
Can anybody find me somebody to love? Great question Freddie. No we can't, because unfortunately you died about 50 years ahead of time. And you are truely greatly missed, my friend. But your legacy and your music will go on forever. Rest in Peace.


2. Led Zeppelin.
Ah, Robert Plant, Jimmy Paige, John Bonham and John Paul Jones. All truely musical geniuses. All men of pure talent and pure insanity. But you have to love it. Seriously, the legendary drum solo Moby Dick was written by Bonham so the rest of the band could go and take drugs in the middle of the set, then get high, be crazy for about 5 minutes and then come back. But Bonham didn't do drugs.. noo he just drank himself to death. Call me crazy but I love it!


1. The Beatles.
No matter what reason you'll hit me with, the Beatles will pwn your babies.
Without the Beatles there would be no Nirvana, there would be no Ramones, there would be no Panic! At the Disco and certainly no My Chemical Romance. Yeah you might not call it hardcore rock nowadays but they were it in the 60's. They ruled the world. Beatlemania, anyone? John Lennon and Paul McCartney wrote the most beautiful love songs of all time. And when they parted ways they continued to do so. Their legacy spans through 5 decades and billions of record sales. They shocked the world with their haircut. Yes, the haircut. And you have to love them for it.







This is my responce to the comment "what bands do you even like?" I got a lot for my cringe journal.
Kthnxbai!

Dear generation of mine.
Once again I'm disappointed in you. The recent events have shown that not only is it extremely difficult for a voice to be heard but it is even harder to get respect from those who do not know you.
I have also discovered that in history the voices of the younger generation have always been the ones not respected by elders. Although in recent history we have been talked about as the "generation of the future" and that we have to be "fixed" in order to survive. But our elders tend to look past the voices that long to be heard and only hear the voices of those who get undiserved attention. Our generation has been labeled as an unthinking generation that only thinks about fashion, parties, drugs and alcohol. But hasn't that always been the case? I don't remember reading about a generation of young adults that was taken seriously. Most often teenagers are described as "rebelious" and that is what we are by nature, most often anyway.
Give me an example of a generation whose voices have been heard without being contriversal and often "outrageous".
I, Hulda Hólmkelsdóttir, would now like to propose that the voices that aren't heard get their chance. Those who have a decent sense of humor, logic and reason. Those who can hold a conversation with a man or woman half their age and not look stupid. Those who care about the world around them but are afraid to let it show.

"A friend is a person who knows all your flaws and still loves you"

I have always been the rebel kid. My friends tend to take shelter behind me if something has to be said. That way I get all the shit for it and they don't. And I didn't realize it before my mom pointed out that maybe I should tone down and let other voices be heard. But the case was that no one else dared. I was the only one brave enough to show my true opinion to my equals. Of course many people agree with me but they wouldn't dare say it in fear of being labeled as crappy of a human being as I have. I have lost many friends because I am unafraid to show my opinion. So be it, I will not change for the sake of a friendship because I have learned that by loosing a friendship you were lost in you realize how much your friends truely love you and who are your real friends who will stick by you no matter what you say.

A case of such a beautiful friendship is mine and Bergrún's. Bergrún and I have known each other for 5 years now and have stuck together through many things. We've gone on adventures and the stories we could tell of how naive we were/are are endless. I tell it how it is and Bergrún knows that. She has accepted my many flaws and she still loves me. If you have your Bergrún you are a very lucky person. I like to have mine with me at all times :) I can't be without her for more than a weekend. I tend to loose my mind if we're apart for too long.

Keep your Bergrún with you. She just might save you from self destruction like mine has a number of times. But she is not to be underestimated. She can be vicious if you don't care for her as well as she should be.

Keep your enemies close, your friends even closer.

My top ten bands that just annoy me so much, I itch when I hear them mentioned.

10. Sum 41
You've already admitted you're underclass. Now STAY THERE!


9. Creed
Ah, the creators of whiny rock. You pretty much screwed up by doing that. Big time.


8. Panic! At The Disco
No not the whole world likes you. Deal with it. The circus thing just didn't work. You ruined Killer Queen, too!


7. Simple Plan
First off. Appearing in a Mary-Kate and Ashlee movie was a bad, BAD career move. Second, don't tell me to shut up!


6. From First To Last
You were never good, not even when Sonny Moore was a member of the band. Sorry!


5. The Ramones
No, I don't like the Ramones, so sue me. You call them the epitome of punk? I don't care. I just don't like them.


4. Nickelback
Ah. The Whiny Rock continues. I'm not sure Nickelback even belongs to a genre. It's just.. whiny.


3. Limp Bizkit
Words can not describe how much I hate you for this, Fred Durst.


2. Oasis
You're not better than the Beatles! You're not even good enough to be talking smack! There is one good song by you! And it's when you all had unibrows and bad hair!


1. Aiden
I hate Aiden with a passion. Why? Bad makeup, bad songs, bad lyrics and bad vocals should not be popular! Plus putting Jeffree Star the "queen of the internet" in your video doesn't help earning my respect.



Thanks to Mark for helping me with this! Hope you enjoy!

My hope for my generation was all together lost today.

You see. For our prom (yes we have them here too) we as the oldest grade have to choose who is to entertain those who choose to come (you see our prom is open for all 13-15 year olds). We chose not to have a band simply because it would be too expensive.

Now it's to choose between two DJ's.

Let me introduce you.

DJ Leibbi.
The one who I personally prefer. He's a genius, and he's teaching me how to DJ so I pick sides. He's just awesome..



Then there's this guy Oli Geir and his friend Andri.
You see Oli Geir used to be Mr. Iceland.. but he lost his title because he had a.. lets just say mature TV show.. and the people of the "competition" didn't think he was being a good role model.




Both acts will be playing similar music. I want DJ Leibbi because I might be able to play with him (he told me so himself) and he's cheaper, he has 13 years worth of experience and has been a DJ since he was 16! He was DJing when I was 2 years old!

But the reason I got so upset is that the reason I got as to why we should choose Oli Geir.. is "but he's so cuuuuute" Which I personally think he's not!
Leibbi would cost us half of what the other would. And we haven't made too much money yet so it should be the logical choice.

But I mean if he's hot, that outdoes logic and reason, right?

I think I was born way too late.